Zhouyang stood there amidst a facility brimming with armed soldiers. That fact was at the forefront of Margul’s mind, with the ex-Wu court mage and the gaggle of children he pulled into this place, to feed what she suspected was the advancement of mutagenics.
And the burning obvious answer, was that our purpose had always been a means for further violence.
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Her thoughts raced and she reeled them back with blood pounding in her skull, forcing them to be grounded as she re-verified who she was looking at.
Wu Zhouyang. Court mage, long tied back black hair, eastern man with crows feet around his black eyes and an expensive looking silk robe. Or so, that would be Margul’s assumption from what she remembered of the man who had always wanted more. He was perfumed with something earthy today, a nigh nauseating aroma clashing with the scent of medical equipment and blood, as well another ambient
Yevska had backed away to be with Jeanine and Suly, as if finally able to read the atmosphere’s intensity from the two staring each other down.
Margul asked first, with the idea that Zhouyang would be a more straight forward man, her stance firm as she addressed him, “I wouldn’t die there, in a muddy trench with the [Berus] corpses. Nor do I want that in my future. So, Zhouyang. Are you here to cart us back into being your little soldiers?”
Zhouyang scoffed, hand patting down his waist in search for something, likely a smoking pipe, “You should know I had other ideas, unlike Grisha’s investment in throwing malleable protégés into the meat grinder. But that was then and now I only supply here.”
Aron had approached, whatever thought he attempted to raise interrupted by Margul, “So, arms. You’ll just harmlessly put weapons in our hands and just see what happens?"
Shitty mages, as she would begin to echo from Grisha, never want to do the dirty fighting themselves.
Given time, he would have found a way to sell me off as well. Some people never change.
“I am not sending you to the front. Visalia is. Real shame, truly, that you escaped here and didn’t just keep with me, to learn a truly useful craft. But you’ll have to put on a good leading example for your juniors. Grisha taught you to shoot and I don’t doubt that you’ve passed on the same 'wisdom' to your peers,” Zhouyang said, finally drawing out his pipe, turning and gesturing at Aron, “We’ve for a schedule so I should proceed with my new delivery. We will talk with everyone later.”
"If that's how things must be, then," Margul watched Zhouyang all but float back to the group of children waiting for him with that silk robe flitting behind him, before looking back over to Aron, who hadn’t looked her in the eye.
"That wasn't how I would have had this meeting go but I suppose we can't change that now. That whole new arrivals group is going to the other wing, anyway, " he said.
She rolled her shoulders back and took in a breath before answering, ensuring she had returned to being a person, "So we'll have nothing to do with them, then?"
"Most likely not," he said in a less than reassuring manner, still looking at no one in particular, gesturing for the other girls to come forward.
"Just the... sudden military involvement," Margul muttered, adjusting her jacket and zipping the front up.
Suly had helped Jeanine along, face still in an icepack, Yevska lumbering behind, all hesitant to approach after witnessing the change in demeanor from their eldest subject.
The trio here hadn't seen her like this before-- Suly and Yevska had only been here for two and a half years, a shut away part of her that had its restraints removed by the very sight of her not-too-distant past and she hoped that this would be the last time it happened.
She tried to put on her most relaxed face for the girls, "Sorry you had to see that."
Unreasonable to expect, knowing what was to follow. It would have to be something that the girls knew about her, sooner or later now.
"So, the way he talked at you, sounds like the way you shoot guns wasn't just for sport, huh," Yevska said, reverting back to her energized state once the intensity had died down from Margul. The way she spoke told her that the girl wanted to know more, not less about what she had saw.
Jeanine had stumbled over with Suly in tow to her side when Aron stepped before the group, removing her welted face from the pack to speak, "Did I hear it all right? That we're going alongside the soldiers?"
Margul was sure that if her face hadn't been swollen, the girl’s eyes would be wide with terror if not trying to swell themselves shut. She motioned and mouthed to Suly, Put the ice pack back.
Suly nodded and brought Jeanine’s arm back up, whispering reassurance that the researcher would say something soon.
Aron drew in a deep breath and tapped his clipboard to cut through their chatter, “So, like you girls just heard and could probably guess, the you’re going to be put into a live combat situation, along with the Visalian gentlemen here. I’ve no doubt you’ll all do great and you’ll be along with trained men…”
Yevska raised her brow and spoke out, “Oy, Masia’s also got time in a battlefield right? Explains why she’s such a good shot, huh.”
Margul waved her off, giving her best neutral expression to her junior, “We don’t need to talk about that right now. I don’t know anything about what we’re doing. Aron, what are we set to do?”
“Survive, for one. Then, we’ll take a look at you after and the observers will take down live data from the skirmish. Individual performance files and all that, to see how adaptable you’ve all become,” Aron smiles at the group, as if his responses were somehow meant to be motivational and avoid the finer details of what lay ahead.
Suly had broken her silence, questioning with her arms crossed, “I think, correct me if I am wrong, Margul wanted to know who we may be fighting.”
“I didn’t think she’d care about that kind of thing,” Yevska snorted and rubbed her throat where she had pinned her earlier.
Margul’s neutrality became a glower, tasting iron upon her tongue again. She knew they had been, relatively, cut off from current events reporting and theorized it was to maintain the subject's mental health well-being . Undoubtedly, my own behavior upon first arriving and hearing radio chatter must have been a strong argument for it.
“Don’t worry now, it's understandable that you'd maybe want to know, given that you don't get to read the the kingdom newsletters or some such in here. But it's just continued combat with the Wu. Haven't been very respectful of our borders, so, you're going to join the rest of the country's response, due quite soon. Today even, or the next," he continued, without any hint of worry in his voice. Perhaps he had his beliefs reinforced by walls and walls of data that was collected and analyzed-- a session, Margul noted, that they were so far skipping today.
"Can't give more than that right now. I'll let you know, though, with these men, we're going to be guests in their midsts so, I'd like you lot to behave. Now then, you girls have been stalled enough here with the diversions," concluded Aron, who dismissed the subjects out with a clap and happy disposition, only Yevska to mirror his enthusiasm.
Margul remained in place while the younger subjects began to walk away hastily, crossing her bloody arms while she waited for them to be several meters away, speaking to the head researcher, "Just a question. Aron. Did you mean for this to be received as a happy surprise for us?"
"No, Margul. I didn't. But, look at it this way, doubling as my assistant. It's a new set of data for us to pore over and it isn't tied to random mercenary groups that could blow up in each other's faces," Aron said, letting his smile drop finally, "I know you remember that was the alternative, that we so narrowly avoided."
"I haven't forgotten," she shook her head, finding it was her turn to put on a little smile, while she proceeded past him, "I know we will meet for our analyses session another time. Until then."
...
During the afternoon hours, the subjects had gathered per their schedule in their designated side room, where they had been provided with another sunny window view, looking out into the green house, along with their midday meals.
Jeanine's nose scrunched while she prodded her serving of flaky pink fish on the white melamine dish, "Why is it always fish, anyway?"
The char had been present on all of their plates, the flesh pink from being steamed, Margul had known from its scent alone prior to being provided to them as their meal. Jeanine had not exaggerated, she was aware from her years past: the protein was overwhelmingly the fatty fish served with some kind of ground vegetables, such as minced onion from the aroma, and--
"Are you going to ask why it's always potato and not carrots today," Suly said, expressing a surprising amount of preference, pulling her char flakes off in the largest pieces she could manage, helping it onto a starchy medallion, "Sorry, I just think that it's a little lacking in color."
Yevska glanced at Margul, her mouth too full to comment, eyes all but saying, Aren't you the smart one here? The kids have questions, of course, ignoring the fact that Suly is nearly the same age as her.
It was Margul's responsibility, in some way, to answer them that much. She could not be the only one to be stewing in the news of going off with the soldiers. She had her own questions for the trio who had their eyes on her, of how they're managing to distract themselves.
Or the girls simply don't know yet how it will feel.
She itched her now bandaged arm.
"Well, you could look out the window, Suly. I'm actually sure that some of the vegetables we have are from that room or somewhere else in the facility," Margul said, looking up from her plate and to the Suly, "It's likely that they'll cycle back to the other tubers."
"I'll find a way to cope until then," Suly said, still staring down at her plate and meticulously organizing her food. It was one of the earlier complaints by the girl during her arrival that the food at been utterly devoid of flavor, and of course, that she had always said she'd find a way to cope.
"Do they have, like, chickens in here," Jeanine chimed back in before finally taking a bite of her fillet, having less complaint on the matter.
Margul thought for a moment, the index of her mind cycling through what she did know of the facility and the few times she had seen poultry, "Not that I had seen for food... just other testing. I am unsure if you know but char is from the rivers here, and probably will still be the main food. You'll get used to it, as Suly has."
The comment had raised the eyebrows of the Sunnalese girl, who had yet to touch her food and a simple nod from Jeanine who continued to consume the unseasoned dish.
Looking down at her own dish, she realized she had left the meal untouched the entire time. As Margul had lifted her fork, finally, a gasp came from her right, Yevska having completed her ritualistic inhalation of her dish, punctuated by the clatter of her slamming down the plastic water cup with a pop.
"Oof, okay, I'm done. So between all of this question-asking, I have one," she said while leaning forward toward Margul.
Margul had taken a deep breath, and set her fork down, feeling herself brace already for whatever could be on the fluffy girl's mind, "Very well. What is your question, Yevska?"
Her face flickered, a switch flipping to redirect her thoughts while she asked, "Are you mad at me? Was it the bite?"
"At you? No, of course not," she said with a slight head shake. It had been expected, she would have added if it were not for the fact that was not the actual question the girl wanted to ask. Her form had still been rigid while sat there, and from the corner of her eye, she could see discomfort writ upon Jeanine's face as she looked in her direction.
Yevska leaned back, letting out a whew, "Okay! I just wanted to check. But okay, then I can ask what I wanted to, originally. So, like, how do you know Zhouyang? Who's Grisha? Is he some Visalian guy around here that we never talked to?"
Margul kept her gaze on her and waited a moment to ask back, "Do I have to answer that now?"
She put her hands up, as if faced down with an animal that could lunge at her, "Well, I don't know about Suly and Jeanine, who're just keeping their heads down, but I think, maybe it's just me, that we should know more about our older sister who apparently worked with these soldiers before. I mean, the more I think about it, the less I think we know about our big sister here."
"There are some things I would, really, not like to remember," she replied, taking a deep breath and forcing herself to be less intense, as her peers are not the threat of memory, "I will give you this much, that Grisha and Zhouyang were a mercenaries who took me from my clan in... Rasulya."
Yevska had returned to leaning forward like she had been given the space to re-enter the space,"Nothing else? Like, what to expect... or...?"
She pushed her plate forward, shutting her eyes and scrunching her brow, so that she could not see her junior pleading with her, "Yevgeniya. Here."
"Oh, thanks. I want to know, really, when you're less cranky. I'll take a page from your book and say you should eat since it'll maybe make you less on edge," Yevska said, a tinge of her toothy smile still hanging onto her voice.
"I don't actually feel hungry at all," Margul said and pushed back from her spot, moving toward the door, tapping on the glass.
An olive green-vested soldier had taken the place of an orderly, looking over his shoulder at her, perplexed and if she had gotten any better at reading facial expressions, unsure of what the girl before him could possibly want while standing at the door.
Jeanine had shuffled in her seat, whispering, "Don't you think that was a lot?"
Yevska had made no attempt to quiet down, "I just wanted to know more, alright. Whatever, more fish for me."
Margul's frustration was clear as she tapped the doorknob while keeping eye contact with the man, whose muffled voice had a sound of surprise and realization, calling to another man down the hall, are they allowed out of there? No scientists required? Okay, okay.
She heard the source of her frustration call back, "What, you can't just get out? Hey--"
The door clicked open and Margul stepped out into the hallway, the sounds of the group silenced by the door's seal.